Got no reason, Got not shame. Got no family I can blame. Just don't let me disappear. Imma tell you everything

Senin, 14 Februari 2011

Last Kiss

Just Fyi, ive nevere kissed a guy before but this song fits on me.

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go... away.

I do recall now the smell of the rain,
Fresh on the pavement,
I ran off the plane,
That July night, the beat of your heart,
It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms.

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes,
All that I know is I don't know,
How to be something you miss.
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in.
I'm not much for dancing,
But for you I did because
I loved your handshake meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something.
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions and

I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes,
All that I know is I don't know, how to be something you miss.
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name forever the name on my lips
Ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep and
I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe and
I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are.
Hope it's nice where you are and
I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day and
Something reminds you,
You wish you had stayed we can plan for a change in weather and time,
I never planned on you changing your mind.

So,
I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes,
All that I know is I don't know, how to be something you miss.
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name forever the name on my lips,
Just like our last kiss,
Forever the name on my lips,
Forever the name on my lips.
Just like our last
Last Kiss, Taylor Swift, Speak Now

Selasa, 01 Februari 2011

A boy in my dream


Minggu ini mimpiku di ganggu sama seorang bocah laki-laki yang nggak seharusnya ada di dunia fantasi milik pribadi yaitu mimpi. Pake mimpinya berulang kali pula - -a

In reality I know him just as my friend but I don’t know why he appeared in my dream.
Mimpi ini bisa ngerubah persepsiku tentang bocah itu. Awalnya aku fine-fine aja sama dia—without any crush feeling at all. Tapi mimpi itu ngerubah pandangan plus perasaanku.

BUT !!  after three times Ive dreamed of him, he got closer to me in my dream (kita udah kayak pacaran laa) and I think I have to confess that these dreams have gotten me and changed me. Now from nothing , I feel everything! I have crush on him T.T

Aku tahu seharusnya aku nggak boleh lancing mikirin orang sembarangan sampe kebawa mimpi gitu -,- but I don’t wanna be a damned hypocrite bitch up here. I feel grateful to have him in my universe last night. He was mine and it felt good. Trust me :)

Aku tahu mimpi Cuma bunga tidur yang nggak bakal jadi kenyataan.
Buti..Ive dreamed about something twice and it did come true.

Then what about this dream?
Candaan, perhatian plus keasyikan bocah ini dalam mimpi, apa juga bakal terwujud juga?
Unfortunately, I do really hope so