Beautiful december, how can i not remember you?

November 20th 2010
The date when he first text me up to asked my friend’s phone number and we began to text each other everyday and everynight.
I have felt something for him along long time ago when he first did not notice that i am exist around him.
It was just a simple fancy feeling but God changed it and that fancy feeling turned out to be more than fancy.
I FALL FOR HIM.
I fall for his act and his respect to the girls. I fall for his gentle attitude and his extreme act was just an additional reason to make me fall deeper.
I started to give more signal to him and see how he would react after that. I give him attention and he gave me his too.
He asked me out and i started to feel my feet were not on the ground.
We had fun but something made me think.
We went out as friends not more than that.
And it is addicting, i want it more.
There is no smooth and simple way in this kind of life.
One day i heard a bad news about his past (a romance flashback).
He has a bunch of exs, he has THIRTY exs !!!!
Can you imagine it????
But if you want to start a relationship, dont forget to trust each other first and i do trust him so i continued my attempt to be closer with him.
My surrounding realized that i have fallen for him and i considered that realization as a bad thing because if it had a horrible end, the one who would suffer is me.
So i asked my friend to keep silent about what they have heard.
Time goes by so fast and my attempt showed a progress.
We’ve been out three times and in the last chance he asked me to be his girlfriend.
12♥12♥10 is a special date to remember .

At first, i did not expect anything but apparently on my home he held my hand, my left hand :)
I wont forget how he put his fingers between the space in my fingers and how he smile at me.

Im his girlfriend now so i dont need to attract his attention at me. The only thing that i should do now is to keep him beside me.